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Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Reading on Step 10 - 7dec2021

December 8, 2021

1:14:49

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Once There's a Being It - AS It - Driven'ness Drops (0:55) - 4dec2021

December 4, 2021

Nonduality

1:11:59

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Reading: The How/Why, 1st Stop Playing God, but Since "me" Can't ... -2dec2021

December 2, 2021

12 Steps

1:34:27

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Accepting Action Figure is Precursor to Any Fringe Benefits - 1dec2021

December 1, 2021

Nonduality

0:53:38

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Nothing is to or through Mind; Arisings Within Mind are "Un"dreamed -27nov2021

November 27, 2021

Nonduality

0:54:32

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Thanksgiving Day 2021 - 25nov2021

November 25, 2021

12 Steps

0:53:51

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - An ACIM Reading, CH18:VII - "I Need Do Nothing" - 24nov2021

November 24, 2021

Nonduality

1:19:2

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Reading is from Step 4, The Moral Inventory - 23nov2021

November 23, 2021

12 Steps

1:39:50

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - When Energy Dances onto Stage, Pushing It Doesn't Let It Exit -20nov2021

November 20, 2021

Nonduality

0:58:18

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Enlightenment Means Never Having to Say Things Need be Fixed -17nov2021

November 18, 2021

1:5:33

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Reading from Dr. Bob's Nightmare (plus Fractalic Steps clip) - 18nov2021

November 18, 2021

12 Steps

1:10:36

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading from the Doctor's Opinion - 16nov2021

November 16, 2021

Nonduality

1:9:59

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality -Twoness Dubbed a Unitary me, Is Addicted to Subject/Object Narrative - Then Suffering - 13nov20

November 13, 2021

Nonduality

1:3:36

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Testimonies - 10nov2021

November 10, 2021

Nonduality

1:9:31

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading, Step 3's Will/Life/Care/God, and Why Taken - 9nov2021

November 9, 2021

12 Steps

1:18:42

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - When Audience Identifies In the Story, the Story Becomes About Trying to Find the Audience - 6nov2021

November 7, 2021

Nonduality

1:9:25

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book read: seeing sickness not fault, including "my" part - 4nov2021

November 5, 2021

1:0:34

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Starting Only At Product, Its Making Is Ignored - 3nov2021

November 3, 2021

Nonduality

0:59:43

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest Is Of Light; Looking Is Magnifying "Dark" -30oct2021

October 30, 2021

Nonduality

1:4:18

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - selfing's Part Is Even Before Its Evident-ence In The Resentment

October 28, 2021

12 Steps

1:12:47

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Traveling Lighter Is Not Wanting "More" ("What More Do You Want", lol)) -27oct2021

October 27, 2021

Nonduality

1:39:5

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Spirit Flies/Skips!, Doesn't Walk a Path or Follow a Way - 23oct2021

October 23, 2021

Nonduality

1:3:53

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Loosing separate-self consciousness Unveils God Consciousness- 21oct2021

October 21, 2021

12 Steps

1:11:33

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest, In What Actually Isn't There - 20oct2021

October 20, 2021

Nonduality

1:20:32

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Same Identification (Equality) IS the Invitation (to Not-Two) - 19oct2021

October 19, 2021

12 Steps

1:32:11

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation is seeing from Truth, denial is seeing from the problem - 16oct2021

October 16, 2021

Nonduality

1:3:37

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps reflections - Grace is freely given... so why not receive it? - 14oct2021

October 14, 2021

12 Steps

1:19:16

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Hedderman's Glove: it can't get off itself when on a hand -13oct2021

October 13, 2021

Nonduality

1:16:40

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections: I AM already inherently OK before bondage to self -12oct2021

October 12, 2021

12 Steps

1:32:43

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Glitch may reveal failed system Great lesson in Acceptance -09oct2021

October 9, 2021

Nonduality

1:7:9

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Being Convinced - stay with it and see what happens (Living) -October 7th 2021

October 7, 2021

12 Steps

1:3:41

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - bad news good news you're never gonna get it... you ARE it! October 6th 2021

October 6, 2021

Nonduality

1:15:43

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book, "we ceased fighting anyone or anything" (neutrality) -5oct2021

October 5, 2021

1:27:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Letting Go of Desire for Fullfillment, It Can Show Itself - 2oct2021

October 2, 2021

Nonduality

1:9:35

Paul Hedderman - Big Book reading, "There Is A Solution" - 30sep2021

September 30, 2021

12 Steps

1:29:49

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Message weans "getting" hopes, maybe by how much time heard-29sep2021

September 29, 2021

Nonduality

1:22:32

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Tribute(ries) of Selfing, Looping, From Claiming to Pride - 25sep2021

September 25, 2021

Nonduality

1:23:13

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Insuring Honest Inventory. It Can Start With "Is I a self?" - 23sep2021

September 23, 2021

12 Steps

1:14:17

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Ramana Says, Investigate Source of Misery, Or Surrender - 22sep2021

September 22, 2021

Nonduality

1:6:20

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps - Bring Thief AND Policeman, WHOLE Pattern(s), to Steps 6/7 - 21sep2021

September 21, 2021

12 Steps

1:0:24

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Meaning Is Given Before Everything, Including Principles - 18sep2021

September 18, 2021

Nonduality

1:1:19

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Its About Negating Misunderstaning Not Uber Understanding - 11sep2021

September 12, 2021

Nonduality

1:7:53

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - The One From Italy - 07sep2021

September 7, 2021

12 Steps

0:5:25

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Guru reveals to You (I Am) The Matrix's point of unending OUTER gurus

August 30, 2021

1:16:9

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - self Can't Get It, But The Buddha Can Get It Can't Seek Itself -26aug2021

August 26, 2021

Nonduality

1:16:14

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All We Have To Fear ... Is The IdentifyING As self Made OF fear (Mental Anxiety) - 24aug2021

August 24, 2021

12 Steps

1:9:45

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All is Suspect After the Unreality of subject/object "me" - 21aug2021

August 21, 2021

Nonduality

1:26:55

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Sponsorship(ING!)

August 19, 2021

12 Steps

1:28:33

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Levity And (as) Proportionality (aka "Right Sized") - 18aug2021

August 18, 2021

1:17:43

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading: If Mere Code of Morals (or ...) Were Sufficient - 17aug2021

August 17, 2021

12 Steps

1:21:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - LivING Gospel -NOWing (what Gives Meaning to "Scripture"?) -14aug2021

August 15, 2021

1:2:21

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "In-to-me-see" is Rejecting Others' God, Allowing For It's Understanding In "me", Then Intimacy with/as It -12aug2021

August 14, 2021

12 Steps

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Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Reading on Step 10 - 7dec2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Once There's a Being It - AS It - Driven'ness Drops (0:55) - 4dec2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Reading: The How/Why, 1st Stop Playing God, but Since "me" Can't ... -2dec2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Accepting Action Figure is Precursor to Any Fringe Benefits - 1dec2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Nothing is to or through Mind; Arisings Within Mind are "Un"dreamed -27nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Thanksgiving Day 2021 - 25nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - An ACIM Reading, CH18:VII - "I Need Do Nothing" - 24nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Reading is from Step 4, The Moral Inventory - 23nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - When Energy Dances onto Stage, Pushing It Doesn't Let It Exit -20nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Enlightenment Means Never Having to Say Things Need be Fixed -17nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Reading from Dr. Bob's Nightmare (plus Fractalic Steps clip) - 18nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading from the Doctor's Opinion - 16nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality -Twoness Dubbed a Unitary me, Is Addicted to Subject/Object Narrative - Then Suffering - 13nov20

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Testimonies - 10nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading, Step 3's Will/Life/Care/God, and Why Taken - 9nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - When Audience Identifies In the Story, the Story Becomes About Trying to Find the Audience - 6nov2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book read: seeing sickness not fault, including "my" part - 4nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Starting Only At Product, Its Making Is Ignored - 3nov2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest Is Of Light; Looking Is Magnifying "Dark" -30oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - selfing's Part Is Even Before Its Evident-ence In The Resentment

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Traveling Lighter Is Not Wanting "More" ("What More Do You Want", lol)) -27oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Spirit Flies/Skips!, Doesn't Walk a Path or Follow a Way - 23oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Loosing separate-self consciousness Unveils God Consciousness- 21oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest, In What Actually Isn't There - 20oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Same Identification (Equality) IS the Invitation (to Not-Two) - 19oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation is seeing from Truth, denial is seeing from the problem - 16oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps reflections - Grace is freely given... so why not receive it? - 14oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Hedderman's Glove: it can't get off itself when on a hand -13oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections: I AM already inherently OK before bondage to self -12oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Glitch may reveal failed system Great lesson in Acceptance -09oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Being Convinced - stay with it and see what happens (Living) -October 7th 2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - bad news good news you're never gonna get it... you ARE it! October 6th 2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book, "we ceased fighting anyone or anything" (neutrality) -5oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Letting Go of Desire for Fullfillment, It Can Show Itself - 2oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Big Book reading, "There Is A Solution" - 30sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Message weans "getting" hopes, maybe by how much time heard-29sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Tribute(ries) of Selfing, Looping, From Claiming to Pride - 25sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Insuring Honest Inventory. It Can Start With "Is I a self?" - 23sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Ramana Says, Investigate Source of Misery, Or Surrender - 22sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps - Bring Thief AND Policeman, WHOLE Pattern(s), to Steps 6/7 - 21sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Meaning Is Given Before Everything, Including Principles - 18sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Its About Negating Misunderstaning Not Uber Understanding - 11sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - The One From Italy - 07sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Guru reveals to You (I Am) The Matrix's point of unending OUTER gurus

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - self Can't Get It, But The Buddha Can Get It Can't Seek Itself -26aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All We Have To Fear ... Is The IdentifyING As self Made OF fear (Mental Anxiety) - 24aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All is Suspect After the Unreality of subject/object "me" - 21aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Sponsorship(ING!)

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Levity And (as) Proportionality (aka "Right Sized") - 18aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading: If Mere Code of Morals (or ...) Were Sufficient - 17aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - LivING Gospel -NOWing (what Gives Meaning to "Scripture"?) -14aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "In-to-me-see" is Rejecting Others' God, Allowing For It's Understanding In "me", Then Intimacy with/as It -12aug2021

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