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Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Spirit Flies/Skips!, Doesn't Walk a Path or Follow a Way - 23oct2021

October 23, 2021

Nonduality

1:3:53

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Loosing separate-self consciousness Unveils God Consciousness- 21oct2021

October 22, 2021

1:11:33

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest, In What Actually Isn't There - 20oct2021

October 20, 2021

Nonduality

1:20:32

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Same Identification (Equality) IS the Invitation (to Not-Two) - 19oct2021

October 19, 2021

12 Steps

1:32:11

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation is seeing from Truth, denial is seeing from the problem - 16oct2021

October 16, 2021

Nonduality

1:3:37

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps reflections - Grace is freely given... so why not receive it? - 14oct2021

October 14, 2021

12 Steps

1:19:16

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Hedderman's Glove: it can't get off itself when on a hand -13oct2021

October 13, 2021

Nonduality

1:16:40

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections: I AM already inherently OK before bondage to self -12oct2021

October 12, 2021

12 Steps

1:32:43

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Glitch may reveal failed system Great lesson in Acceptance -09oct2021

October 9, 2021

Nonduality

1:7:9

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Being Convinced - stay with it and see what happens (Living) -October 7th 2021

October 7, 2021

12 Steps

1:3:41

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - bad news good news you're never gonna get it... you ARE it! October 6th 2021

October 6, 2021

Nonduality

1:15:43

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book, "we ceased fighting anyone or anything" (neutrality) -5oct2021

October 5, 2021

1:27:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Letting Go of Desire for Fullfillment, It Can Show Itself - 2oct2021

October 2, 2021

Nonduality

1:9:35

Paul Hedderman - Big Book reading, "There Is A Solution" - 30sep2021

September 30, 2021

12 Steps

1:29:49

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Message weans "getting" hopes, maybe by how much time heard-29sep2021

September 29, 2021

Nonduality

1:22:32

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Tribute(ries) of Selfing, Looping, From Claiming to Pride - 25sep2021

September 25, 2021

Nonduality

1:23:13

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Insuring Honest Inventory. It Can Start With "Is I a self?" - 23sep2021

September 23, 2021

12 Steps

1:14:17

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Ramana Says, Investigate Source of Misery, Or Surrender - 22sep2021

September 22, 2021

Nonduality

1:6:20

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps - Bring Thief AND Policeman, WHOLE Pattern(s), to Steps 6/7 - 21sep2021

September 21, 2021

12 Steps

1:0:24

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Meaning Is Given Before Everything, Including Principles - 18sep2021

September 18, 2021

Nonduality

1:1:19

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Its About Negating Misunderstaning Not Uber Understanding - 11sep2021

September 12, 2021

Nonduality

1:7:53

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - The One From Italy - 07sep2021

September 7, 2021

12 Steps

0:5:25

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Guru reveals to You (I Am) The Matrix's point of unending OUTER gurus

August 30, 2021

1:16:9

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - self Can't Get It, But The Buddha Can Get It Can't Seek Itself -26aug2021

August 26, 2021

Nonduality

1:16:14

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All We Have To Fear ... Is The IdentifyING As self Made OF fear (Mental Anxiety) - 24aug2021

August 24, 2021

12 Steps

1:9:45

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All is Suspect After the Unreality of subject/object "me" - 21aug2021

August 21, 2021

Nonduality

1:26:55

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Sponsorship(ING!)

August 19, 2021

12 Steps

1:28:33

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Levity And (as) Proportionality (aka "Right Sized") - 18aug2021

August 18, 2021

1:17:43

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading: If Mere Code of Morals (or ...) Were Sufficient - 17aug2021

August 17, 2021

12 Steps

1:21:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - LivING Gospel -NOWing (what Gives Meaning to "Scripture"?) -14aug2021

August 15, 2021

1:2:21

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "In-to-me-see" is Rejecting Others' God, Allowing For It's Understanding In "me", Then Intimacy with/as It -12aug2021

August 14, 2021

12 Steps

1:31:27

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Life, not the me, Making Life "Better" - Now - 11aug2021

August 11, 2021

Nonduality

1:20:58

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Brought to a Disposition of SWAG(ger), Surrender Wonder Awe Gratitude - 10aug2021

August 10, 2021

12 Steps

0:49:18

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - power (less ness), the Real Epic doesn't have, or need, it - 7aug2021

August 7, 2021

Nonduality

1:18:54

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Different Steps Can Be Emphasized at Different Times - 5aug2021

August 5, 2021

12 Steps

1:2:30

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - How Many Ways Can Not-two Be Said? (Not "One"!) - 4aug2021

August 4, 2021

Nonduality

0:0:0

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Recovery Analogs to Non Duality Paul Loves to Share with Recovery Community - 31jul2021

July 31, 2021

Nonduality

0:54:4

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - (Un)Managing(ability) IS (and Evidence of) Failedness of DOing "better" - 29jul2021

July 29, 2021

12 Steps

1:24:56

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Seat Assignment IS Filled, but Admitting It Changes Its Feel - 28jul2021

July 28, 2021

Nonduality

0:19:39

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Short, but Then It Is Simple! - 27jul2021

July 27, 2021

12 Steps

0:57:24

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Listen AS What Is Meant for You, not through contempt or any "technical difficulties" - 24jul2021

July 26, 2021

Nonduality

1:21:16

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - HoldING Space is what "right-sized" IS (or pointing to ...) - 22Jul2021

July 22, 2021

12 Steps

1:44:42

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - It is Such a Game Changer, It's Not About Winning/Losing - 21Jul2021

July 21, 2021

Nonduality

0:0:0

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - HOSE, Hope - Opinion- Strength - Experience, all useable in/for relating - 20Jul2021

July 20, 2021

12 Steps

1:2:11

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Cutting It, the selfing's "product"ion, Off At The Knees - 17Jul2021

July 17, 2021

Nonduality

0:53:1

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - always available at all times right where we are July 15th 2021

July 15, 2021

12 Steps

1:9:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation never falls over itself 14July21

July 14, 2021

Nonduality

1:22:37

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - What we can't do, something else can... awaken to That July 13th 2021

July 13, 2021

12 Steps

1:29:12

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Time & Timelessness happens simultaneously 10July2021

July 12, 2021

1:41:5

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - You can't be heard - 7July2021 Wednesday

July 9, 2021

1:4:48

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Knowledge is limited but Knowing is not -3July21 Saturday

July 9, 2021

1:13:27

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - it's hard to be freed to be of use when being used July 8th 2021

July 8, 2021

12 Steps

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Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Spirit Flies/Skips!, Doesn't Walk a Path or Follow a Way - 23oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Loosing separate-self consciousness Unveils God Consciousness- 21oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Loosing Interest, In What Actually Isn't There - 20oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Same Identification (Equality) IS the Invitation (to Not-Two) - 19oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation is seeing from Truth, denial is seeing from the problem - 16oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps reflections - Grace is freely given... so why not receive it? - 14oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Hedderman's Glove: it can't get off itself when on a hand -13oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections: I AM already inherently OK before bondage to self -12oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Glitch may reveal failed system Great lesson in Acceptance -09oct2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Being Convinced - stay with it and see what happens (Living) -October 7th 2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - bad news good news you're never gonna get it... you ARE it! October 6th 2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book, "we ceased fighting anyone or anything" (neutrality) -5oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Letting Go of Desire for Fullfillment, It Can Show Itself - 2oct2021

Paul Hedderman - Big Book reading, "There Is A Solution" - 30sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Message weans "getting" hopes, maybe by how much time heard-29sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Tribute(ries) of Selfing, Looping, From Claiming to Pride - 25sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Insuring Honest Inventory. It Can Start With "Is I a self?" - 23sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Ramana Says, Investigate Source of Misery, Or Surrender - 22sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 steps - Bring Thief AND Policeman, WHOLE Pattern(s), to Steps 6/7 - 21sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Meaning Is Given Before Everything, Including Principles - 18sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Its About Negating Misunderstaning Not Uber Understanding - 11sep2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - The One From Italy - 07sep2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Guru reveals to You (I Am) The Matrix's point of unending OUTER gurus

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - self Can't Get It, But The Buddha Can Get It Can't Seek Itself -26aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All We Have To Fear ... Is The IdentifyING As self Made OF fear (Mental Anxiety) - 24aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - All is Suspect After the Unreality of subject/object "me" - 21aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Sponsorship(ING!)

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Levity And (as) Proportionality (aka "Right Sized") - 18aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Big Book Reading: If Mere Code of Morals (or ...) Were Sufficient - 17aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - LivING Gospel -NOWing (what Gives Meaning to "Scripture"?) -14aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - "In-to-me-see" is Rejecting Others' God, Allowing For It's Understanding In "me", Then Intimacy with/as It -12aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Life, not the me, Making Life "Better" - Now - 11aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Brought to a Disposition of SWAG(ger), Surrender Wonder Awe Gratitude - 10aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - power (less ness), the Real Epic doesn't have, or need, it - 7aug2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - Different Steps Can Be Emphasized at Different Times - 5aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - How Many Ways Can Not-two Be Said? (Not "One"!) - 4aug2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Recovery Analogs to Non Duality Paul Loves to Share with Recovery Community - 31jul2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - (Un)Managing(ability) IS (and Evidence of) Failedness of DOing "better" - 29jul2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Seat Assignment IS Filled, but Admitting It Changes Its Feel - 28jul2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - Short, but Then It Is Simple! - 27jul2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Listen AS What Is Meant for You, not through contempt or any "technical difficulties" - 24jul2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - HoldING Space is what "right-sized" IS (or pointing to ...) - 22Jul2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - It is Such a Game Changer, It's Not About Winning/Losing - 21Jul2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - HOSE, Hope - Opinion- Strength - Experience, all useable in/for relating - 20Jul2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Cutting It, the selfing's "product"ion, Off At The Knees - 17Jul2021

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - always available at all times right where we are July 15th 2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Negation never falls over itself 14July21

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps - What we can't do, something else can... awaken to That July 13th 2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Time & Timelessness happens simultaneously 10July2021

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - You can't be heard - 7July2021 Wednesday

Paul Hedderman - Non Duality - Knowledge is limited but Knowing is not -3July21 Saturday

Paul Hedderman - 12 Steps Reflections - it's hard to be freed to be of use when being used July 8th 2021

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